sábado, 26 de diciembre de 2015

Inadaptada



Vuelvo a mi refugio.
El mundo no me gusta.
esta vorágine 
me asusta.

La casa, el auto
las charlas iguales y cotidianas
sin ser yo,
diciendo que soy alguien.
Todo siempre
tan adecuado,
tan previsible,
tan recatado.

Puede
que este mundo
de dibujos, música y letras
no sea palpable
pero
lo entiendo.

Volveré al origen
a la poesía sanadora
otra vez a ser "la rara".
A mirar la vida desde otra esquina
camuflada
inadaptada.
Escuchar al mendigo,
ayudar sin decir nada.

Estas palabras sin revisar
este silencio
son más de mí
que todo lo que veo y tengo.

Trasgredamos reglas,
sentémonos en la esquina
a reirnos
de todos los fantasmas.
Juntemos monedas
para salir de paseo
y vivamos
fuerte
alto
eterno.

viernes, 25 de diciembre de 2015

Un paso


Entonces salen
borbotean
dibujan palabras,
sentimientos apurados.
Y, es bueno.
Es bueno el placer
de escuchar una verdad
saber
que no todo es 
conciliador
y adecuado.

Ahora
la sonrisa es el objetivo
borrar
hasta la médula esa que he sido.
A saltar charquitos
como he aprendido,
a jugar como niños,
hacia el mar
hacia la luz
hacia el abismo.

Yo lo sé
dolerá,
será confuso.
Pero 
soy libre

de mi misma,

de mis fantasmas

de los miedos

de lo establecido.

Practicaré
la pedagogía del "sí"
y del silencio,
de la humildad
de lo austero.

Sin destino.

Recordaré
que un camino
se inicia con ese primer paso
y
ese primer paso
será hacia lo desconocido.

Retrospectiva


Cada uno sabe
donde están sus lealtades.
Sabe Dios 
que conozco las mías.
En eso, quizás solo en eso,
siempre ha importado solo la calidad
la exigencia
la comodidad.

No voy a sentarme a llorar
no es mi estilo.
A mirar afuera.
Alguna nube debe quedar,
algún sueño se debe
poder rescatar.

Quizás un búho
quizás un cuervo
quizás un ángel
aún mantiene el vuelo.

Mis poros se abren
la vida fluye de nuevo.
No sé dónde conducirá este camino.
Aún así, me arriesgo.

sábado, 29 de agosto de 2015



"Royals"

I've never seen a diamond in the flesh
I cut my teeth on wedding rings in the movies
And I'm not proud of my address,
In a torn-up town, no postcode envy

But every song's like gold teeth, grey goose, trippin' in the bathroom
Blood stains, ball gowns, trashin' the hotel room,
We don't care, we're driving Cadillacs in our dreams.
But everybody's like Cristal, Maybach, diamonds on your timepiece.
Jet planes, islands, tigers on a gold leash.
We don't care, we aren't caught up in your love affair.

And we'll never be royals (royals).
It don't run in our blood,
That kind of luxe just ain't for us.
We crave a different kind of buzz.
Let me be your ruler (ruler),
You can call me queen Bee
And baby I'll rule, I'll rule, I'll rule, I'll rule.
Let me live that fantasy.

My friends and I—we've cracked the code.
We count our dollars on the train to the party.
And everyone who knows us knows that we're fine with this,
We didn't come from money.

But every song's like gold teeth, grey goose, trippin' in the bathroom.
Blood stains, ball gowns, trashin' the hotel room,
We don't care, we're driving Cadillacs in our dreams.
But everybody's like Cristal, Maybach, diamonds on your timepiece.
Jet planes, islands, tigers on a gold leash
We don't care, we aren't caught up in your love affair

And we'll never be royals (royals).
It don't run in our blood
That kind of luxe just ain't for us.
We crave a different kind of buzz.
Let me be your ruler (ruler),
You can call me queen Bee
And baby I'll rule, I'll rule, I'll rule, I'll rule.
Let me live that fantasy.

Ooh ooh oh
We're bigger than we ever dreamed,
And I'm in love with being queen.
Ooh ooh oh
Life is great without a care
We aren't caught up in your love affair.

And we'll never be royals (royals).
It don't run in our blood
That kind of luxe just ain't for us.
We crave a different kind of buzz
Let me be your ruler (ruler),
You can call me queen Bee
And baby I'll rule, I'll rule, I'll rule, I'll rule.
Let me live that fantasy.

"Seven Devils"

Holy water cannot help you now
Thousand armies couldn't keep me out
I don't want your money
I don't want your crown
See I've come to burn your kingdom down

Holy water cannot help you now
See I've come to burn your kingdom down
And no rivers and no lakes can put the fire out
I'm gonna raise the stakes, I'm gonna smoke you out

Seven devils all around me!
Seven devils in my house!
See they were there when I woke up this morning
I'll be dead before the day is done

Seven devils all around you
Seven devils in your house
See I was dead when I woke up this morning
I'll be dead before the day is done
Before the day is done

And now all your love will be exorcised
And we will find you saints to be canonized
And it's an even song
It's a melody
It's a battle cry
It's a symphony

Seven devils all around me
Seven devils in my house
See they were there when I woke up this morning
I'll be dead before the day is done

Seven devils all around you
Seven devils in your house
See I was dead when I woke up this morning
I'll be dead before the day is done
Before the day is done
Before the day is done
Before the day is done

They can keep me out
'Til I tear the walls
'Til I save your heart
And to take your soul
For what has been done
Cannot be undone
In the evil's heart
In the evil's soul

Seven devils all around you
Seven devils in your house
See I was dead when I woke up this morning
I'll be dead before the day is done

Before the day is done